The most sought-after currency is Dopamine; I realize this now after seeking the God molecule DMT for 20 years. I wanted to understand the science of God and why so many of us create belief systems like religion, spirituality and astrology to dictate our lives. Deep inside, I always understood these concerts as chemical processes in our biology. First, however, I began to ask myself whether feeling like a God or ascending was a spiritual connection through religion and the practice of prayer/scripture. Then I observed metaphysics/spirituality via meditation and sutras; next, I experienced psychedelic medicines, energy healing and years of ancient initiations under new age banners. I bolted up the hierarchy quickly, and remained at the top; yes, it was natural secretions of DMT that got me there, but Dopamine, Adrenaline and Neuroscience maintain my throne at the top between God and Goddess. DMT is a mixed serotonin receptor agonist (a chemical that activates a receptor) readily available in our biology. When activated, DMT can generate high states of consciousness by increasing the release of many neurotransmitters like Dopamine. Ultimately, DMT assisted in my ascension, and Dopamine anchored me into descension; basically, I learned how to bank billions of dollars in molecules.
Furthermore, Dopamine motivates me to excel and minimize my cravings for consumption in the matrix. My pursuit was and will always be God-motivated via the reward of balanced chemicals in the body. So, in my 51st year, I discovered that Dopamine works on a scale of short and long-term secretion/gains, according to Neuroscience. In other words, how I feel during self-reflection depends on how much Dopamine I released in the previous days, weeks, months and years.
For example, the short-term emissions of Dopamine register via motivation when I wake up and start my day. Do I feel high or low? The Long-term gains I am experiencing in my 51st year register how I discern the quality of all my accomplishments halfway through life, good or bad. Again, this is because Dopamine works similarly to scalability, how the body processes and handles the amount of load/information we put on it through life. In retrospect, Dopamine itself was not the reward; it was the build-up to the prize, being present and showing up for Dopamine or, in my case, ascension. Once I became conscious of Dopamine in my biology, I could work with it, accomplishing a constant loop of repeated wins by keeping the celebration minimal or less than the pursuit. So, now I ask myself, do I teach and tell others when I reach the top or cross the finish line? The answer is no; each person needs to earn and work towards balanced chemicals in the body; obviously, breadcrumbs of information here or there won't hurt. However, suppose we begin to identify Dopamine and all other chemicals in the body as internal drugs and the source of drive in life. In that case, we need caution because consumption and instant gratification, such as Dopamine release, is a setup for future failure. In neuroscience, this is called Dopamine reward prediction error. In my perception, if I expect greatness as a byproduct of my motivation and it turns out to be different or less than what I expected, I downgrade myself to a lower place on the hierarchy, resulting in less incentive.
Further, Neuroscience and Andrew Huberman, professor in the Department of Neurobiology at the Stanford University School of Medicine, suggest that when we constantly pursue Dopamine and achieve a win of any kind, inevitably, there will be a tipping back of the scale on the pain side. Unfortunately, the pain side will always go slightly higher than the Dopamine side. For example, when I achieved high states of consciousness, the pain showed up in the form of what now? Or what's next. Finally, I discovered if I regulated my internal celebration clock to minimize pain and waited or stopped pursuing Dopamine after a win for short or long-term periods, the Dopamine scales eventually reset. So rather than increasing Dopamine again to raise me out of the crash caused by over-excited manic states, I waited via mundane existence; life does not have to be exciting every day. Instead, I cooked food, washed dishes, cleaned my home, and trained at the gym. Ultimately, I use downgrades/pain to register low-level thought forms, like cravings and desires that result in frustration. There is a light and dark side to Dopamine; if I use my will benevolently, I experience actual Dopamine. So now, I rise, seek and evoke ascension/descension without a crash, sharing the neuroscience of God, Goddess and ascension.
According to Neuroscience, Adrenaline is manufactured from the molecule Dopamine; the two are harmonious. Dopamine inspires, and Adrenaline gives us the push. We can experience infinite amounts of both when Dopamine is used for motivation rather than seeking Dopamine rewards. In metaphysical terms, this can be called unity consciousness, the balance of masculine and feminine polarities. Also, esoterically, the Order of Elim/Shekinah manifests Asherah, "She Who Walks on the Sea," the Goddess of wisdom and the medium through which God created the heavens and earth. While I studied Leonardo da Vinci's Golden Ratio, Vitruvian Man, I concluded that philosophically, the perfect man may be the balance of Dopamine and Adrenaline. Regardless of my spiritual references, Neuroscience is extremely important for understanding how our body functions.
Moreover, Energy comes from Neurotransmission; to achieve goals, we need fuel; like Adrenaline. Essentially Adrenaline is released from the adrenals, and the same molecule from our brain, when discharged, is called Epinephrine. Ancient sages and primitive scientists like Yogi and Buddhist monks used several meditation techniques to achieve high alertness (Adrenaline) in a calm state; basically, enhanced breathing patterns are natural to our biology. Wim Hof has demonstrated that you can increase Adrenaline/Epinephrine with minimal stress through breathing and exposure to cold. Correspondingly, Neuroscience recognizes 20-30 deep inhales and exhales through the nose, then out through the mouth and repeat 2-3 times to increase Adrenaline/Epinephrine. Likewise, a cold shower for 2- 3 minutes will achieve the same; generally, from my experience, low levels of Adrenaline generated in the body have helped me get into action.
Regarding the Dopamine component, Andrew Huberman suggests that Dopamine is best served not by reaching a goal but instead by craving a goal. For example, I awake at 6: am and create action by drinking 2 large glasses of water in a squatted position. Next, I sit, meditate and set a milestone; to feel minimal stress, a byproduct of excitement that is just Epinephrine at a neurochemical level. In Yogic terms, my mentor explained that I have high amounts of Bhakti, which means devotion/discipline or participation. Philosophically, Bhakti is a reset that allows constancy to one commitment being love directed to a person or deity; Bhakti guides us toward Moksha, Ascension or enlightenment. So, metaphysically, Bhakti can resemble Dopamine and Moksha to Epinephrine. According to Neuroscience, Dopamine is the renewal or steering of Adrenaline; Adrenaline is the engine that drives us to repeat devotion or a goal-oriented lifestyle over and over.
What are the outside stimuli that downgrade the natural chemicals in our body? First, Porn stimuli create division between Men and Women or the Masculine and Feminine polarities in the Aura, Esoterically speaking. In my opinion, the primary source of neurochemical downgrades stems from porn, masturbation and the intense use of electronic devices. As a result, men and women get aroused or accustomed to watching other people having sex, and when we enter into a real-world connection, we become confused. In General, people who consume porn lifestyles have difficulties in simple romantic interactions; obviously, varying degrees of complications depend on the intensity of porn engagement. For myself, I look at life through the lens of Biology, a scientific man seeking spiritual concepts. So, when I write or speak about spiritual notions regarding sexuality, I am not communicating from a place of judgment; I am referring to the biological sciences. Neuroscience recognizes that Pornography stimulates a robust Dopamine rush that can overwhelm the Dopamine system; also, Andrew Huberman referenced Dopamine as a non-infinite yet renewable resource.
As a result, I monitor my Dopamine peaks very carefully; a little bit goes a long way, and a lot goes even further, but it takes you down deeper afterwards. For example, when I was introduced to Tantra, I did not consume Pornography; however, I moved up the ranks quickly, which meant beautiful young women and multiple relationships. At first, I enjoyed this lifestyle, and the women kept showing up, but eventually, it felt like they were sucking my soul. It became impossible to retain my fluids, and my body produced too much prolactin, inhibiting testosterone production for long periods. Sure the men looked at me like a king, and many strived to learn the tricks of the trade, but deep inside, I suffered; dealing with one woman's emotions is enough; imagine navigating 6 or 7 at a time. Ultimately, I experienced too many Dopamine spikes several times a day, and I crashed. In retrospect, before Tantra, I was accustomed to devotion, a state of celibacy and refraining from releasing my fluids. Or one woman; this kept my chemicals balanced and focused on the path of ascension. Finally, very potent stimuli of any kind, such as extreme consumption of enjoyable foods and intense experiences like my consumption of ethnobotanicals in foreign countries, are dangerous. Those extremes set a threshold for dopamine release; again, the higher the dopamine peak, the more significant the drop afterwards, below the baseline and trust me, it's painful. So, for myself to repair my Dopamine after 6 months in the jungles of Peru, consuming San Pedro and Ayahuasca 5 times a week, I stopped for many years and waited. Then I started slower via micro-dosing less potent strains like Dmt, psilocybin and Lsd; now, I rarely consume these medicines because my chemicals are balanced via sustainable peace and emotional intelligence. I will end with a quote from Jordan Peterson because he is 100 percent correct in this situation. "A harmless man is not a good man; a good man is a dangerous man with that danger under voluntary control."
Seminal Vitality
Nature constantly evolves; hence, the universe operates the same or interchangeably. In my perception, the heavens are experiencing life through my body, this implies I was designed to evolve, and all dimensions of nature support me. But what is hell? It's a state of emotion, like absolute negativity, whereas heaven is eternally blissful. So ask yourself, what do you want to do with your time on this Earth? Time is a precious commodity and should not be wasted; to amplify, we need to be close to nature; as men, this translates to preserving our seed and adhering to the Circadian rhythms.
Regarding the man who holds his seminal fluid, he is leaving a world of hell that is a lie to seek the secrets of life. When men retain, we break the chains of desire to restore the essence that brought us to the Earth. Society has designed us to place the orgasm and the emission of seminal fluids above all else, but this is also a lie. The human organism is a universe that emits a vibration of longevity and quality of life, a masterpiece infinitely created to function on the physical plane of existence and process multidimensional octaves. Also, the organism was made through intent, so each body detail serves its particular ambition or evolution. Evidently, the body was designed for greatness, and its architect is a genius whose intellect consistently exceeds human comprehension. “Freud held the opinion (based on personal experience and observation) that sexual activity was incompatible with the accomplishing of any great work. Since he felt that the great work of creating and establishing psychotherapy was his destiny, he told his wife that they could no longer engage in sexual relations. Indeed from about the age of forty until his death Freud was absolutely celibate “to sublimate the libido for creative purposes,” according to his biographer Ernest Jones.”
For over 15 years, I strived to embody and anchor all the names of God; through this, I discovered that every belief or person is like a radio station emitting a frequency. In addition, when the body is strong and grounded to the Earth, it can dial into all vibrations and embrace what is needed. But, unfortunately, when it comes to Male Biology, many of us have lost the chance to truly understand advanced intelligence or, instead, the possibility or existence of such brilliance that many call God, Elohim, Brahman and Allah.
First, the following result of this ignorance stems from the expulsion of our seminal fluids; in my perception, semen is the divine fabric which initiates all reality. Essentially, the male body possesses the prized ingredient where all things invisible become visible, a human being and potential living God. Not only is Sperm sacred, but it's also the most advanced technology that consists of the creation and provides the platform for our existence. When we retain the God molecule, it rebuilds in our bodies, and hour by hour, we become more aware of inner greatness. Of course, the woman's body is equally important, but I am a man with testicles and Sperm, so biologically, I am writing from this premise.
Second, Man's unfamiliarity with Nature, specifically the circadian cycle, is a natural, internal process that regulates the sleep-wake rotation replicating it approximately every 24 hours. For example, our Biology was created to wake up just before the Sun rises and release a hormone called cortisol from the adrenal glands. Also released are adrenaline and epinephrine (the brain); these hormones signal the body to awake via an increased heart rate. So, it's essential for cortisol to be released early in the day and all at once like a rising pulsation in our body; think of it like a salute to the Sun. However, the crucial part of the early wake cycle is light exposure that sets the cell timer for approximately 12 to 14 hours later, releasing melatonin from the pituitary gland, hence the sleep-wake process (circadian rhythm). Therefore it's essential to wind down at night and sleep with minimal light pollution, so melatonin is adequately released, and we can wake up healthy. I awake at 6: am every morning, sit in a squatted position, and drink 3 glasses of water, sipping slowly; then I meditate, stretch and walk outside to greet the Sun. In my experience, it's challenging to practice semen retention if you are not aligned with Nature's cycles. Think of our Aura like a balloon; when sexual and sensual energy expands, the balloon eventually will burst, and we release vitality. But when a man becomes aware, he can expand and contract, so the Aura becomes pliable. Therefore, men must study various approaches to Semen retention, beginning with the educational system and following a creative process involving practice. So I asked myself, can I recover from semen loss and regain seminal vitality? Of course, I would rather die trying than not attempting it all. But, alas, the remedy must come from within; no outside force, such as medicinal tonics, would help, and my frequency needs to be raised naturally. I lasted three years on several occasions over a 15-year practice, but it was not born into these philosophies, so retention will always be a challenge. Also, I have been very privileged to attract many beautiful young women via magnetism, again making celibacy or retention tricky. However, first, I experienced the Brahmacharya Hindu or Yogic approach to a lifestyle of complete abstinence.
“The energy that is wasted during one sexual intercourse is tantamount to the energy that is spent in physical labour for ten days or the energy that is utilized in mental work for three days. Mark how precious is the vital fluid, semen! Do not waste this energy. Preserve it with great care. You will have wonderful vitality. When Veerya is not used, it is all transmuted into Ojas Sakti or spiritual energy and stored up in the brain. Western doctors know little of this salient point. Most of your ailments are due to excessive seminal wastage.” ― Sivananda Saraswati, PRACTICE OF BRAHMACHARYA
Simply, we are paying an enormous price for instant gratification by giving sexual thoughts control over our lives. At one point, I realized that I was trading in worldly pleasure as a type of currency to purchase transformation, a receiver of unlimited potential. While practicing Brahmacharya/abstinence, I wanted to gain guardianship of my thoughts. Hence, when the suggestion of sexual desire entered, I used that energy to create a current through my body and into the earth. Evidently, at night my sexual dream space became more vivid on one occasion before seminal release, I jumped out of bed, and the energy shot upwards to the centre of my forehead. Following, my eyes turned a light honey colour, and my skin became much clearer, with a fresh scent. However, I wanted more of these experiences, so subsequently, I studied Taoism, precisely how this philosophy used sexual energy to evolve. It is no easy feat; conserving seminal fluid takes excellent discipline not to be overcome by sexual desire. So, finally, after the deep solitude of brahmacharya, face to face with my emotions and shadow self, I walked out to meditate on the sensual highway, and the women showed up by the busloads. Next, several Taoists practice non-ejaculation during sex, believing this will enhance their body's energy, increase testosterone/seminal fluid and help them become better lovers. Female orgasms, on the other hand, are energizing and healthy rather than draining. So, it's an opportunity for a man to bring a woman into her deepest pleasures, spiritually and materially, while controlling his own. Essentially, Masculine energy (yang) and feminine energy (yin) replenish one another, creating Jing or vital sexual energy.
The Classic of Su Nü This text consists of a dialogue between the ancient Yellow Emperor, a Chinese deity whose mythical reign was from 2698–2598 BCE, and the goddess Su Nü. Her name means "Immaculate" or "Uncontaminated" Woman.
“One act without emission makes the ch'i strong. Two acts without emission make the hearing acute and the vision clear. Three acts without emission makes all ailments disappear. Four acts without emission and the "five spirits" are all at peace. Five acts without emission make the pulse full and relaxed. Six acts without emission strengthen the waist and back. Seven acts without emission give power to the buttocks and thigh. Eight acts without emission causes the whole body to be radiant. Nine acts without emission and one will enjoy unlimited longevity. Ten acts without emission and one attain the realm of the immortals.”
Semen is a medicine that provides physical and spiritual health when men retain we are genuinely unplugged from the matrix. However, we need to use caution because many men believe that a woman's vagina is a pot of gold, but it's not. Gentlemen, please remember that most modern women want to keep us stuck in a low vibration. The days of females supporting men attaining ascension are over; now, it's her duty to keep us distracted and idle for as long as she can. By 2030, most women will be single, and many men will go their own way. For the retainer, his Semen will be light to show him the path into solitude and reward him. Brothers, women will come and go, observe this deeply and hold true to nature, and as time progresses, your journey back home to the throne will be easier. But most importantly, it's not the external that will change; the universe inside you becomes real.
Stephen is Metis (French & Mohawk Native)
Stephen is Metis (French & Mohawk Native). He has travelled to various places for the last 17 years. In these travels, he has acquired a solid knowledge of diverse fields of study. His Independent researches include: -ancient archaeo-astronomy - occult societies -ethnobotanicals -energetic attunements -ancient mythology -alchemy -holistic health & nutrition -various methods of strength and mobility practices and -social anthropology (patterns of behaviour in culture) -Understanding Female Nature and Masculinity (sexual transmutation)
Stephen was trained by indigenous elders, shamans, yogis, doctors in scientific and natural medicine. Further, Stephen's journey began in Yucatan, Mexico investigating archeoastronomy with Mayan elders and administering various healing tools, including sacred initiations. In Peru, he encountered the Chavin culture, consumed multiple plant medicines, mystic rituals and oversaw the largest San Pedro center in the amazon. In Egypt, Stephen immersed himself with the Bedouins examining and consuming numerous plants in the Sinai peninsula, sharing healing modalities in Cairo and creating a practice with over 40 plant species in that region. While studying in Greece, he participated in magical ceremonies on the islands of Corfu. Also, In Turkey, Stephen investigated temple archaeology, archeoastronomy, analyzed and applied the flora grown in the Rize region. In Italy, he gifted energy treatments to several groups on multiple islands. In addition, Stephen walked the Camino de Santiago in Spain (a 30-day pilgrimage). Further, He experienced the holy Palo Santo trees, extracted and consumed its oils in Ecuador. Next, Stephen spent 40 days at the Sivananda yoga ashram in Val Morin, Quebec. Then In Vancouver, Canada, he assessed the effects of Cannabinoids. Following, in Toronto, Stephen supervised the development of the first psychedelic awareness center and his own private practice. Finally, he visited southern France, examined the female Christ, and researched ancient medical practices and Mythology in Norway. Additionally, Stephen travelled throughout the United States and other parts of Canada, facilitating various treatments and workshops. But the majority of his time was In Romania since 2015, exploring the Ancient Origins of the Aryan, Getae-Dacians, Thracians and distributing his insights from his Facebook Page: "Stephen Aube,"
Throughout all these experiences, he dedicated much of his life to creating networks with women who helped him evolve personally. He always understood that consciousness needed to shift for empowerment to happen. Stephen noticed that most modalities seemed to dull masculinity; these functions would not transcend until the Beta, Theta, Delta and Gamma frequency within the man's Aura became allocated to the proper channels. Although he recognized that the modalities in their conception were pure, they were eventually altered to manipulate both men and women away from their original purpose against nature and family. Stephen is grateful that many aspects of these shifts happened within him. First, it gave him the skills to entertain a woman's frontal lobe. Next, Stephen maintained this Alpha frequency with practice and discipline, evolving a beta, theta, delta, and Gamma bridge once the Alpha was mastered, hence Love. In the ancient past, human development was never about a man losing his manhood or a woman becoming more masculine; it was about her becoming as feminine as possible and maintaining his male presence through it. Stephen saw the wonders of nature and recognized that some women were naturally more masculine and some men naturally more feminine, and there was room for everyone in this world. However, within polar opposites, a great attraction occurs both respected and supported; the healthy physical masculine can appreciate the women's feminine strengths. As a result, they bring two different worlds and dimensions, two special blessings when they come close to friendship or intimacy. Next, Stephen discovered that most young women in their early years tend to use seduction over attraction in our present time. In this situation, these women usually become community property, swimming in a pool of male friends, barely making it into their 30s with deep anger and resentment issues. Basically, Men and Women may use their youth not so wisely. Ultimately sexual energy fuels the power of creation, but sexual fantasy, through perverted thoughts, can create a space of immaturity, corrupt hormones and waste the creative force. Further, men who live life dreaming of lustful passions, Masturbation and misuse of their emotional behaviour will waste their creative energy in the satisfaction of their extravagant pleasures. Consequently, men who indulge in these systems can lack spiritual development, education, or business, failing in every sense through a perpetual state of mental distress and discomfort. Stephen learned this via the Mayan brotherhood, the grandmothers in Mexico and his life and experiences with women.
Once a man recognizes his wholeness, sense of self-worth, and connection to everything, a competent male frame follows naturally. You may realize that your solid male domain becomes inclusive, and you will never feel less for being a man when a woman comes to test your frame. A woman trying our frame can be critical for our development and is coded in our DNA to do so (embrace it). Unfortunately, testing today is hyper and creates significant challenges for both men and women; the ensuing result is the overly beta, theta, delta and gamma frequencies. Also, Instead of pickup culture, relationships should be used for personal and Spiritual transformation, such as building a career, fitness, health, or humanitarian work. Stephen enjoys sexual transmutation, time alone in nature, deep meditation, mobility and ethnobotanical practices. In his opinion, a healthy male frame supports all genders, families, races, creeds, nature, science, and divinity.
Alpha's or Alpha Sigma uses attraction over seduction, bringing spontaneity, integrity, and commitment to a man's frame, attracting influential leaders and educated women. Unfortunately, in this technological age, most women base love and devotion towards a man on the value he can offer her in entertainment. Also, today women knowingly and less often unknowingly understand there will always be another man with more seeming value. As a result, when she swings to the next man, she assumes more opportunities for material/social growth; it's in her DNA to do so (embrace it). Ultimately, when women swing away, men need to transform themselves rather than masturbating in self-pity, depleting their own life force and taxing their adrenals over their man-riding approach. As men, Stephen believes we need to explore scientific premises to understand the true alpha male essence or we will fall into the oblivion of falsehood within the matrix that governs the artificial mind.